Kindness week – week 16
I just have to start with a big laughter..
I’m laughing at myself, because now I have done it again..
But okay this I can work with, this is my way of learning how to get things done, and not just think, oh this doesn’t work for me..
Now you are thinking, what the heck is she talking about LOL
I’m talking about last weeks blog, (read it) and me sitting this week and thinking, ‘oh my, I didn’t do a very good job, because I didn’t get self-control, and maybe I didn’t look enough at others to force it out of me’.
I have really been thinking about, why did I choose that word as the first.. where is it that I feel I need more self-control??? I have/had no clue. At least not on what I was thinking that Sunday.
But like last year, where I focused on it and then got it the next week.. boy I just have to laugh, because a few seconds before writing this blog I really saw how last week and actually the beginning of this week, I have really lost my self-control in so many ways..
Of course that was not the plan, and the way the focus should work or?
Yeah maybe that was exactly what I needed to see that my self-control is completely out of balance at the moment.. and I can now see it in most of my daily activities.. shoot..
But good that I now know, because no I can change that, and stop me from sliding further away from ME!